Well today there are some things that are both fresh and not fresh.
I think I'll start with the not so fresh before the fresh.
First nonfresh issue is whoever is going through the psychologist/psychiatrist routine this time. It isn't that I am not interested in psychology. I love the magazine Psychology Today; but I see more sadism with the intent than anything else. Yes, me and other people experience depressive moments. What else is really new and what else havn't I really heard before? I do not need to be told how to live my life, as a matter of fact to the neglectful psychologist who forgets who the real problem is, I am very much more happy when I am my own boss.
Even though I think Sid is a Jekyl and Hyde right now and that our situation seems more surfaced and less mermish, I think I'm going to play a little defensive and loyal to him. I can't see who it is that is ridiculing him and trying to rub it in with some of his own misery that he has, but shut the fuck up. Whether he is man or monster, you really aren't solving anything, you're just being a bigotting harassing bitch that needs to just shut up.
Jon Stewart is also a non-fresh issue. He continously makes his own sadism and sick forcefulness more and more obvious. He actually has the nerve to be obvious about wanting some satisfaction out of me or wanting to care about the hate he has. I am once again getting pigeon-holed by his ignorance and hatred where he wants to label and demonize me more.
Onto some fresh thoughts.
I havn't forgotten how small I am and how big the media is, but I still choose to be opinionated regardless. I don't worship the media or declare the media as my ultimate truth or salvation, but I appreciate some support and defense that I get from time to time. I have fresh support with the Wall Street Journal. I really have brushed off namecalls of me being immature and little-girlish, but I give acknowledgement to remind other people who are so concerned what others think and the media thinks that Wall Street thinks "I am grown up in a Libertarian sense."
Anyway, I remain thick-skinned with maturity issue.
Speaking of maturity there is a person involved in my history who is not so fresh with predictability but fresh with current battles. Her perception of maturity is much different and even though I consider it sadistic for her to condescend me and another as children, I bring attention to the fact that other people have different perceptions of what it means to be mature. It is the different values in life that people choose to develop more and mature on. I wish I could reference the article, but I'm sure I wasn't alone in observing it. But to make lemonade out of it, I like to generalize the idea that a good maturity is choosing and deciding values and things that matter to a person and staying dilligent, committed, dedicated, consistent, and developing it to a significant degree towards things that matter to a person. It is sticking with something when the odds or for or against whatever the dedication is. Generally speaking.
I remain spontaneous and vague about my love life.
This is definitely fresh and intense:
I can't give a whole lot of feedback.
I can see how direct he is with his mind, but I do not quite understand his story in completion and who he identifies and defines as being who what where when and why.
"Would you kill another to save a life?"
He does call his band a cult. The video is obviously cultish looking. That is what makes it more intense and scary.
I do not know his cult beliefs. I think he even said somewhere in his lyrics something like "do you think you are so right that you would kill another person for being right?" It is so intense, direct, and scary I find it surprising that they would broadcast so much influence on national tv for any viewer to see. The funny thing is is that it is already censored.
He already has his drama clear in his world, but it is scary to see how much pressure he is putting on another.
There is no number given of how many should die. It is not identified of a particular person or group that should die. It is very direct though with the vex of philosophy: would you kill another for being right? What is it that he thinks is right? What does his cult believe? What is really going on in his world?
Artistically, the film is very sexy. Very sexy. I do not completely get his art of seduction and if it is just about the intimacy factor. Is it really a war of competition over intimacy? I think there is a better word but I can't think of it right now. I do not want to disclose my intimate turn ons and offs.
It is another thing I'm going to stay silent with.
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