hmmm

I have a little more energy now.
Today has been an officially bad day.
I continue to have to endure through numerous offenses in the workplace. I feel sorry for myself, but I press on.
Someone has accused me of lying; it is another offense that is more popcorn to me. I do not lie. People lie about me though all of the time and get away with it. So much for not being the "superior" lightbulb.

I don't know where my parents are, but we are not on good terms. I think they may be trying to say everything is ok; it isn't.

I had a spontanious date that was supposed to be tonight but he stood me up. So much for the sale of a hat and meeting and exploring someone new. I'll live.

I'm not even dating minded right now, but if something spontanious comes up, I would make myself available depending on how things are. It seems as if I never have had time for a relationship if something were to turn out to be more than just a date.

Until then, I guess I'm stuck in my usual routine with how far my finances can go.

Something I wonder about to myself: When someone tells me to "give up," I wonder exactly what they mean by "giving up." It is a question I don't want to ask. I've dodged bullets before, and probably will in this situation, but it is something that I am curious to know what someone really means when they say that. I like to have a prepared state of mind.