Where do I begin?
I am seeing more socialism/capitalism whatever you want to call it, being meshed together between wealthy and nonwealthy and I still equate it to chaos and not good or fair judgement calls when it comes to competition and attacks. Oh people just love to belittle and hate me, but when a day comes that something must have happened, it is so easy to forget all insults and that I am still the same vulnerable adult.
Matt A. some will know who I am talking about. He was an official boyfriend that I have actually seen in person and dated while in high school. I have had some men treat me like a princess, and he was one of the guys who treated me like a princess. Do I still want to date him or be serious with him to this day? Not really. When it comes to communism, there are some things that can correlate with us, but I think it is shallow to say we should be together for some commonalities.
I write him off for the reason that I havn't even seen him in years. When I talk to the capitalist system, not everything is necessarily specified to go to all of the Scottlanders. I'm just not that into him. We had a bad break up in high school and a later very enjoyable fling after I came home from college. Like I said, I can be an ocean at times, and even in high school, he was not a man I could picture myself being married to or having a family with. I still think that he should have a good woman, but I'm just not into him.
Before I knew I was being watched, just like any normal person, I would gossip and make comments about celebrities without even thinking about it. Even though it is said in the privacy of my own home, some people would rather exploit every inch of me and call it fair argument. I said that there was a particular person that I didn't find attractive, and I see the karma for it and their rescuee.
I have heard worse and have been insulted worse. I don't think I should have to die over anyone, but I'm not the type to continue on in an insult battle.
I'm pretty sure it is BW or it could be Matt B(what a nightmare if so). Well, it is a nightmate with BW too in the newest movie with Ann Hathaway. Sure he wants to "take care of me." I'm at the point now where it has been a firm no and no more.
I laughed at quite a few things tonight on Desperate Housewives. A reminder: there is nothing I take seriously. I still declare myself single on all ends.
There is a lot that is very foggy with me and I laugh at how twisted people are and some of the things they think, connect, and assume.
One thing that I do feel the need to write a blog on just the topic itself is: Modern day femininity. A brief thought is a reminder that my foundation has always been that people have a mind of their own, they should have the freedom of that, they should have all individual rights. But, my thoughts go beyond just that into my own personal view and branching general thoughts. I think age is one major factor in percieving how a person sees the world. I also think that extent of knowing a person is another factor. It is easy to put a person in a box or pigeon-hole them.
I'm sure there have been other dogs on top of me that I feel piled on me, but this is all I can remember right now.
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