Dear Jon

~Just lie to me~ lol no.
I did look up the word "arbitrage," just to let you know. If this isn't a matrix message from you with your Mr Smith being Mr Gere, than I don't know. Maybe it is part of a love triange or arbitrage of one. How could you guys just sit there and look at each other in such an objective way? (I don't know the entire number of people) (If I am included, it definitely feels like an objective contest) (I'm still sobbing on the inside despite more pain from this)(I also see you more as Peter Pan with the "risk free" part being counted as true. ahahhaha I laugh at my own jokes.
I didn't completely read the entire chapter of Stewart's economics of the day, but I do get the gist of arbitrage. You better deny that I'm a hooker; I was going to take it back to Peter Pan anyway. I know I have that name marked somewhere else, but Peter Pan can be taken in a large number of ways. I have a lot of Peter Pan "careers," out there as well as nevermind. It can just be taken in a lot of ways.
Life is ok and right now is another fickle moment where I want to be guarded and open at the same time. I can only take so much and while you call yourself "risk free," you really have the potential and have already done a lot of damage.
I really don't have much else to say now...............