Dear Jon

Smack Jason Jones for me. You can smack yourself as well for so many reasons. I'm sure you've discovered by now that you are not the only Prince or even Princess whose real name isn't "Sarah," that is the only demanding person in my life. I should demand to be treated like a princess now, but since there are so many other things going on at once, it is just not on my agenda to take my name so seriously.

You're not really that easy to read right now which can be meant in a couple of ways.
I don't like one direction you are going with the issue of birth control. The baby's dad, John, is probably continuing more battling and competition right now. I'm not trying to win a popularity contest and the last thing on my agenda right now is how my pregnancy came about. The fact is, I'm pregnant and I am having this baby. I think any kind of competition right now over it is ridiculous and desperate. It isn't even relevant. Like so many other people who give me a hard time and are out of my control, he really is out in the cold in my world right now. With how controlling some people are and their technicalities, they might say that things are different in their system and self-sourcing. But, in my world, I have not literally contacted him in months and in the system, I think he's nothing but an asshole who thinks he will win with any domination game he has. Sadly, through experience, I've already learned that some control freaks allow people to get away with things in their own structure and system that I would never see eye to eye with. It is another damning and crippling thing to not be heard and feel denied as a person. It really does suck that he has to be the way he is, but it doesn't mean that he is going to earn any respect from me. I hope not, but he may eventually figure out a way to beat me into his submission. He just doesn't want to seem to give up on being an ass and harassing and even puts it on me where I'm the "stalker."
I just wanted to make myself clear. I think I'll leave the rest to my therapist because I'm sure you have enough of your own drama to deal with. I still havn't figured out the relation and differences between you and John in the system. I wouldn't compare him as your sim, but I do get confused and wonder a little bit.

Back to the beginning of this letter, if you are being demanding, I don't know what your demands are presently. I get a lot of demands from a lot of different places and more than half of the time, I don't even know where the demands are coming from. Yeah, it sucks to be blind. But, if you are expecting or demanding something, you need to make yourself a little more clear for me. I'm also exhausted as well, so it isn't as easy to pay attention to you.