Short and Sweet

I'm upset that some ppl aren't dropping the gossip with you having HIV/AIDs. I really don't assume you do, but I hate that I have to ask you again if you do? I know I have my own "Spanglish" where having AIDs is more along Kelly Rowland and Ludacris's "Representing," song. People have never comprehended how damaged I get when the man I want lets others take charge of the relationship while I am invisible. I know I will always have enemies, haters, and tormentors who have never stopped thinking my life is their business for them to rule, reign, and make MY CHOICES. I have never stopped making sick jokes out of the relationships I've been in with some men, because who were the men ever trying to kid in letting others get ahead, call the shots, judge, and make the decisions in the relationship. Violent unwilling threesomes that I will never forgive some men for in keeping me underestimated and subjected. I hate Jon Stewarts guts with everything I have in me. He has always been the most guilty. It upsets me when other's identify you as Jon. Like I've already said, you have not yet made the worst impression on me than Jon has. You seem to be warm and full of good vibes. At times, I feel left in the dark and like you are too mysterious. I want to get to know you more other than finding out about some of your acting history. ...... If you literally have HIV, I'm sorry to hear that. I wouldn't mind being your friend or giving you company during the times you feel alone or when life is too hard. If it is all Spanglish, "Representing" is one of my dreams.... Still a combination of Zooey's "Why do you let me stay here," and desire of "Representing." ..... xoxo (I'm going to be ebaying some of my crafts soon and would appreciate if you helped me advertise)xoxo