I did see the movie "New Years" today. I bet that movie was made in Wisconsin.
I really don't know what to believe anymore about a lot of people. It is something I have already said. I will say this though: I think it is nice that someone would make effort to either cheer me up or keep myself distracted and given some kind of sign that I am cared for or to forget the bad stuff. I'm still not sold on anything. It is nice that someone would throw some game out there or have some of my predators confused.
I really wouldn't mind if there were some kind of scene instead to have connections with other mothers who are in a similar circumstance as I am. I really wouldn't mind it being acknowledged that I'm not the only woman in the world who is single and going through an unplanned pregnancy. I know there are probably a number of folks that would look down on me. I don't care. Instead of some women being put in the frame in a negative way, why not be more accepting of it?
I do have times of loneliness and it varies to whether I enjoy being single or not. I really would have a preference of being in a relationship with someone while being pregnant or during times that I was ever pregnant. Sometimes, life happens and preferences don't. There will always be opposing groups no matter what happens in life. In this instance the group would be hard on coupling and relationships. It is like single boot camp. I operate independently either way and know personally for myself what I want.
I'm not being too hard on myself for going through my emotional phases. I know I am going to sometimes have a hard time sitting still and not being anxious. I deal with it; I know I'm human.
Seth and Ashton are the two most obvious that are in the spotlight. Stacy's spotlight isn't denied either. With the four of us being put together like this (2 and a half men including), I have to ask: what question is being begged? What is it I am missing? I deny that I'm on any good terms with Stacy. I don't know if Seth or Ashton is really being an asshole to say she is another woman I should be subjected to or be expected to beg because I am supposedly "inferior" to her. Again, this isn't about me being the boss of saying who to love, this really is about slave labor. I question the real motive of the "cheeriness," of the movie. Not sure about the Katherine Heigle character or who she is representing or what this is entirely about. I thought it was nice of Aasif to be there.
I did just have to laugh though when everybody asked: "Who is going to be at Times Square?" I thought it was funny anyway. Is this some more cheese to me with: Be there or be square? ahahhahahahahahaha that was funny.
I have other thoughts on my mind too but I'm just sticking with the subject of this movie and leave my other thoughts for another day.
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