Random Thoughts of the Day

Another day, another dollar. I'm growing a little more anxious in the job search and unsure of what I'm going to do. I've started some, but havn't gone ballistic with it yet. I'm anxious and actually excited over one part time job. It looks like the most convenient job I've seen yet: transcription writing. It is a stay at home job that has the most flexible availability and definitely guaranteed to make money. I want it now more than I did when I applied. It might be different once I get going. I don't know the pace of it or just how many transcripts will be available. It seems like it is vast where I wouldn't have to worry about it, but what if it is too staffed, or business is slow and there aren't many things to write? I'll find it out if I get to it. Speaking of that, there seems to be more and better stay at home job opportunities. Most seemed like a scam before, but once getting the feel of an idea, and especially when I'll be able to afford to move out, I love the idea of having some kind of stay at home job. Any stay at home job is starting to become a dream job. I've noticed some availability is more structured than others. Not all stay at home jobs are the most flexible and do have structured hours. It is still convenient though. ... I plan on working the night job no more than four months from now. I presently have a slow paced work search, and anxiety levels come and go. It will be a big deal when I eventually will be able to move and the job choice that goes along with it is greatly important and adds on to the reason to be so anxious....... This coming up week... I'm so excited for Mitzi and I. We're going to go to the Great Wolf Lodge and it looks so fun-packed. I won't have to feel like shit anymore after all of the trips I took, and although it puts a damper on my finances, it's still more worth it to get out and go on a trip with Mitzi. I'm hoping for a decent dream vacation with her in the summer, but it just depends on how everything works and how much closer I get with a move out............. While I've mostly been quiet about the election, I think I'll finally put my 2 cents in. I didn't vote. I am a libertarian, but I didn't vote for Gary. I think he wants to threaten me, and furthermore say: "I dare you to vote for me." Regardless of Gary I remain a libertarian and keep it only as a personal issue with him. I'm sure he's included in some of David's arbitrage and wants to be a dog for David. I didn't vote for either Trump or Hillary and feel sorry for the both of them. I feel sorry for Hillary because she didn't win, and I feel sorry for Trump for just how much of a negative criticism is out against him. It's not that I'm innocent of criticism against Trump. Maybe Trump faces another kind of capital punishment of a pig and this is Trump being thrown under the bus. Maybe he was forced into the election and forced to win to have to endure the pain of leadership and/or putting his money where his mouth is. I really think there are some good things about Trump, however, I still think he is a corrupt man and I really was surprised to find out he was a republican and not a democrat. The thing I wouldn't be surprised over and more of the worst to happen would be him picking his beauty contest winners for members of the government: the congress, the courts, the senators, or house of reps, I bet he'd throw the actual qualified people out and pick beauty contest winners. I seriously do think he has a prejudice with beauty queens vs. women who invest in some of that but more. Sure, the beauty queens could get an education, but his prejudices would be preferential for the beauty queens despite the qualifications of others. I wonder what he is going to do with his business. How is he going to manage all of that? He has a huge business. What about "The Apprentice?" Besides being corrupt, I think politics is so much of a different field than business and this is why I could see him as being thrown under a bus. He's always been attracted to power and wanted more power, and the power he wants could be his own poison. Maybe Trump will prove everyone wrong more than anyone could know. Maybe he will keep people shown up. Maybe he will be a shallow fail. Who knows. I don't want to be a constant critic, but will hold my tongue and wait.....................Now where to eat tonight. Chilis has a good fajita special going on but I could get a dinner/drink combination for a little cheaper. what to choose what to choose. .......