You're still my nigger

David,...... We're still not on good terms, but sometimes I stay in my own up to date leisure and keep you informed. I havn't liked the way things have been looking in my blindside for a long time and not knowing for sure where some attacks come from. I can't get over how much of a bully you are. You're your own paranoid, mean, mostly dumb, and evil hater of a man. I'm seriously not impressed with your Homer at all. Your ugly brings the ugly out of me. Intentional test or no test, what did you expect? I know you probably do feel insulted at just how much I insult your games. I think your intentional stockholms will always be this neverending motive of "whatever makes you feel you have me beat." Just find a more straight forward way to say the way you want to take me for what I'm worth and save yourself some time. You'll take me for what I'm worth either way. You're a bully with a sick motive. Half of the time, I really do take your mind fucks as begging, but sometimes it seems you turn into this violently egotistical and maniacal vain pig "begging isn't what it means at all, baby." I don't really know how to explain you or your possible violent and hateful sadism to myself. ........ I'm almost finished with Californication. I made it to Season 6. What a sad song ending at the end. I have further comment on that and your rampant sex addiction, but I'm going to wait until I finish all of Californication before I make my own commentary. ..... While you make me your mutant retard for Gillian one minute; you make her cry another minute when you're still sleeping with and fucking around with me. Today is another marriage proposal for Gillian...... I just started on Aquarius yesterday... Just in the knick of time before the first episode was taken off.... It won't make a difference whether or not I'm late on catching up on Aquarius. There are so many more numbers of ways you're way too late for me and my will to care. Once again, I share quite a few characters. Grace looks like she could be Gillian that you're keeping me lied against and date raped with. Grace was the one I was originally guessing as Angelina, but you're probably still fucking around with her too. That was an interesting way to make up my jealousy against Gillian. While you may be wanting me to be a dog chasing my own tail in keeping your Don dogged and her as your Betty, it is another mean act against me. I hate your lies, games, and bullshit. You probably do want me to go the route that you direct as Sam's ex wife. ~shaking my head at your games~ So who is Charles Manson supposed to be anymore? He doesn't look like Ashton Kutcher. You might as well use his character as Jack's scapegoat, or whichever one you want to be jealous over. I don't like the way I'm being looked at with Emma either. I know I originally confused Charles Manson and Jeffrey Dahmer but it was Charles Manson that I was using to rip on Maggie Bell at one time. She is another guilty rapist retard bitch that you could want to rape me for. I saw what you did to Stacy too with Manson's red-headed newcomer that he met at the dumpster. So, I'm supposed to be mistaken about Stacy? It doesn't take away the rape and Scottish dominance over my life she has already committed. You still had no right to threaten my life for her white trash rapist shit. I know I'm still your underdog in several ways and I might as well be talking to a brick wall when I keep you in my dog house, but you being in my dog house IS SOMETHING I'LL ALWAYS KNOW WHETHER YOU ACT IT OR NOT AND DENY MY CREDIBLE TRUTH OR NOT. You're still my nigger.