I had a good time

Lol. Really, I did. I was hoping you would have thrown yourself on me more but you didn't. I know you were flirting with me and looked in my direction often. MreOW You are so sexy. Piece of meat. (More than that) I like your mellow music. You're the type if I fantasized with, would be the cabin rugged type. I'd be your homebody, and we'd be warm and cozy and lounge around the house all day. Two other characters you remind me of: Huckleberry Hound, Jeff Bridges, and a body build similar to Tom Cruise. You know, I've been called a hound dog before and I understand. It isn't that you remind me of Jon with Jeff Bridges. I like to be comfy, but I don't always like to lay around in bed or have a depressed reason that rids me there. There is rest, and then there is an either uncontrollable or unbeatable depression. I know I hate Jon, but I am naturally attracted to some of the older guys. I don't even remember the song and don't think it is on the cd but you gave yourself a beating in being old. You old man, if you did throw yourself on me, I'd be laying on top of you right now twirling your chest hair, or we would be spooning. lol. I guess I'm really letting myself go in the fantasy dept. You had some emotions where I didn't know or was unsure of what was going on with you. You looked either really sad or really mad with a very noticeable frown. It upset me some to see you look really upset. I know you weren't upset during the whole time. You had some fun songs, and it honestly cracks me up a little to see you get hip or a little cheesy. You're still a sexy piece of meat. You almost look like you had your own loving/ hurt way of saying mercy in one particular moment. I'm not trying to torment you. ...... You and Trevor have the same thing in common: I've only seen you both once in person. It is like once a guy just goes through the system, he's gone for good. Even when he looks interested or has aggression. Video gaming in its own sense, but it is rarely fair enough, or when the guy ever comes back around for real in person. So why am I still talking to you? I just am. I haven't given up on knowing I still want you and wanting to play around more until I have no reason. Guys seem to always want me at the same time or not at all and I'm not even about playing the game or intentionally being a player. Although I have been single for a long time; I'm still the type that wants to find 1 man to stick it out with. Of course more than sounding like a chore, but to have some constant real romance going on in my life. ...... I'm not sure if you and Jon are friends or enemies. You have a lot of oxy morons in your music and you were kind of an oxy moron with Jon. Sometimes, ppl can be led to believe one side more than another, but I'm not sure about whatever association you have with Jon. For the hundredth time, it's always any man BUT Jon. Well, not any, but I'm sure you get the gist of what I'm saying. And no, I couldn't wait until tmw to talk to you. (you'll prob read it tmw anyway but at least it is off my chest).