Justin D' A

Don't take my life like that and don't say goodbye. ... Justin, I have taken in some more info today. While I don't think I see everything I have my own hunches. You could be sorry and you could be more hurt over the way you hurt me. ... I remember I've screamed at you a lot. I have a hazy memory of you and it would probably hurt me to know whatever your full storied truths were at some different times. ... You're sneaking up on me and you just can't beat me yet. I think someone is letting me beat you. I can be competitive but I'm not primarily competitive. I see the other signs and the obvious person I could compare you to and I hate that I have to question you and it greatly hurts that I have to question you in the present. It isn't fair for you to rig the credit not just with yourself but with others to. I don't want to be in the same type of relationship with you that I was with him. You really have seemed to be someone new. You can't take my life like that. As much as I could scream at you for leading me on; I just don't want to say goodbye and I don't want you to say goodbye either. I think you love me and I know I'm falling in love with you. I do feel socked in the stomach though because of the red flag signs I see against you. Stop. I don't know how over powered or smothered you feel by me, but I feel over powered by you and I'm now at loss of words. goodnight Justin xo p.s. reach me in person already so I don't have to reach you through my non-private blogs.