I know I deserve a better respect

You have a lot of nerve to keep playing me off and ignoring me like you do. It's going to be your own fault when I make the juvenile, snobby, and immature stranger out of you that you are. The "Pamela Adlon" role looked obvious enough, and so did your affair with Stacy. I don't know whether you have a recent one or not. I remember the sadistic and chauvinistic comment the creepy Sam boy made in regards to Stacy. I know you're being an unfair jealous creeper and the immature way you keep playing it all off is making things worse and me more angry. You're still desperately wanting to prove I'm too naïve for you aren't you? David when you're being a nigger with me and in your nigger land; you should start thinking more in how I perceive you and recognize that once again you're your own fool. Who were you ever to think you should control the things I think against people? Who were you ever to think you had any worthy fight or challenge against me? You're being nothing but a shady fascist snobby pig with me, and I know I deserve a better respect than that. I'M NOT BENEATH YOU OR YOUR BULLSHIT. I'd have more respect for the man who would look at me to say: "Yes I am here to rape you in the worse way to your face. I'm your Ike Turner juggernaut, bitch! I don't know who you thought you were ever trying to kid when taking me on with Stacy, Bree Ann, or Erin. You've been such a COWARD and a child about it that doesn't know how to take being confronted by me. I can't stand the way you would keep playing your shady game and expect me to be just peaches and cream with you. You're a fascist creepy stranger. I deserve an explanation as to why you would trash talk me with Pamela Adlon in Californication. I do assume it was your gangrape for Stacy, and as long as you keep snubbing me the way you do, the worse things are and the more of a juvenile and nigger I see you as. You're a fascist child. You wish you could keep putting more things on me to make me your underdog. I have no idea why you would still want to care about having any kind of relationship with me when you get like that. I still have other reasons than that to stay angry against you.