Several Thoughts

I'll start with the festival. This weekend was great. I've had a few years of experience, and this is one festival I like the best. The other ones aren't bad, but I was happy to have made more money. The reality still hits me that this is no regular income job where I can make my way, but the act of it and in ones past feels liberating. I still experiment with new products and still have old ones. Some of my hats were winners and some were losers. With one hat, I will either try a thinner yarn and thicker knit, or I will just drop that one altogether. A few of my purses sold at both festivals, so I won't give those up. I wish my gourds would sell better though. I did sell a few, but not enough to feel satisfied. I'm happy that the cowells were popular this year and wish that I had chose to make more of those in enough time. More things to pick up on for future festivals........ As for socializing, I was surprised to see quite a few familiar faces and acquaintances. Besides the good of it, there was still the bad of it where I was still being stalked, tested, and provoked. I kept my cool though. I still wish that Denny wasn't so egocentric, stalking, and testing. A senator of his just happened to be right next to my booth and there were other random senators who were provoking me as well. I did the same old thing and ignored or had to speak over them. I don't know what anyone is trying to prove anymore with the whole Denny situation. It is old and he needs to get over himself...... As for other vendors, this one was definitely a larger festival with more people to compare and feel a little more challenged with. My crafts were still complimented none the less. There were a few other knitters that I was definitely jealous of. I don't know if some have made the choice to do it for a living. One vendor had an alpaca farm and I couldn't help but be a little envious of the ponchos, tunics, and shawls that they had knit. But, until I am damned to be damned to be damned I won't be too jealous. I also know my life circumstances as well, so my own sensibilities are all I need to deal with some things. Nothing to further think or be too paranoid over. A lot of Amish people there...... This one also seemed to attract the wealthy or even the metro city people.

As the Sarah Turns....... I think I saw a few senators of a few men at the festival. Not too sold on anything. It seems to be the same old news. Well Lance is a new one, but I picked up on a few things and I'm just putting him in the same loser category of the other sexual offenders and harassers. Some men just want to be on my bad side for one reason or another......
I'm not going to say his name but I picked up on what he was thinking and I couldn't help but laugh a little on the inside. He had his own way of wanting to hit on me with his sympathy and ~I just want to cry for you ~ countenance. Ha. I'm not making too much of a comment with him. Still just going to be quiet.
I watched a little bit of SNL last night. I will probably go back and watch a few video clips. I didn't completely finish the show. Daniel Craig. I really wasn't sure about everything going on with him. Through him, it looks like Mike Jones and I are not on good terms either. The whole space video. That was mean when he made me paranoid in personally playing the cat man role. That was just mean. I had a little chuckle with Leah Michelle. That whole skit was funny. I guess I am back in the gigolo victim category. They give mixed signals though. One minute they defend my honor when they make Jon out to be the stupid abuser he is when they called him "Chris," in the Rachael Maddow skit, and the next minute it is being the gigolo victim.  It really was nice to side with me a little. The James Bond skit though was just supposedly meant to be comedy....... As for Jon. I don't have anything to say about him right now. He has his own ways of being lethal at times. I'm pretty sure he was the first to make severe rips and severe hatred against me before I ever did anything to him. Just not anything to say......
That's all for now..........