Life is Good

Although my car could break down at any moment or anything could happen at any moment, life is good. I have been broke a lot recently, but I'm not terribly poor. Life could always be better. But life has been going so well lately. I think a lot of it has been my new boyfriend, but I have a few other reasons to feel good. There have been more things in life that have been going my way. ............ It has seriously been years since I've had an official boyfriend. It has been so long since I've experienced a more normal relationship and I am so grateful that I have one. I'm sure if I had seriously had to have a boyfriend before, I could have forced myself into an official relationship. Larry is a qualified man. I can't see any big or real reason to deny him. I like him more and more every time I am with him and have become happily attached to him. He is like a big Teddy bear. I have some emotional hesitance. I've been in so many failed relationships that I have to keep myself somewhat braced for something bad to happen, but so far, nothing bad enough has happened. Although I do a lot of talking, I personally don't like to talk a lot about men I could take more seriously, but I can't help but gush over him and have some adoration and talk for him. I really like that he likes to get out and go places; he treats me so well. .....................It has just been so long since I've had an official and real boyfriend. I'm still getting used to it.......... The Holidays have been here and I have been super busy. It's been so long since I've talked about everyday life. I've gone two weeks without my dancing job. I still miss it. I will be starting as a server soon. I'm sure the break even point will be adding up better. Uber isn't so bad. It has its good things and bad things. Although some traffic can be crazy, I find Uber to not be so stressful. (I do deliveries; I don't taxi people.) I still miss the crafting too. I just need to get caught up and in a better routine of things. When I have priorities, I have priorities. I'm sad to say that I have had some financially rough months. I will be doing my Christmas shopping at the last minute because it will be all that I can afford. I hate doing it to the last minute and am mad about it, but it is better to do it at the last minute than to not do it at all. ....... Random thoughts and signing off~