Pamela Pamela

Although I feel I could have "Pamela" written on me with some men for life with the way I have been set up to fail and made to be a provocateur in some instances, I guess I wouldn't entirely label myself that. I feel beat to death at sometimes more than others. It isn't that I feel beat to death by you. Your Tommy Lee doesn't entirely make sense to me. I also see Zack as a Tommy Lee in his own way. Travis Lee, what makes me your Pamela Anderson Lee? Is it your jealousy of me with other men? Is there seriously something in particular that I've done to you where I really do still have "dead meat" written all over me? Is it something in your lust for me? Am I your mom or the one who makes you feel crippled, or you feel provoked by either question either way? Your thoughts matter to me, and your choices in life and wanting to have to have me may have some kind of serious effect on me eventually. While it's nice to feel seriously wanted, your sex still isn't safe enough for me. What real effect are you going to have on me Travis? Stop cutting off the things I need to know. I'm not your slave. I'm a person who still has a will to care about my life and my emotions. Polarazing Polar Bear / Pamela / Polarizing Polar Bear/ Pamela. I know I'm not polarizing enough.