From this point on

I really don't know what your recent rape in the head was about. I really don't know why you threw yourself on me. I had already had my say, and I really have no more closure than that. If you have a past story with me; I was never there to get it. If you are with the rest of the world's arbitrage it's YOUR OWN PROBLEM with the way you all feel you can share the credit and keep passing the buck as if all were worthy of any or every credit. MOVES OF NIGGERS. If you have done something to personally hurt me in the past, you should fess up and let me in on you and stop living a double life. I need to know what you think and feel in the present in regards to whatever story you could have in the past. As for the story of Diego and Selma: I have never and will never lay my life down for a man like that. I will never see myself in being messed up in the head and sincerely crazy. I trust myself and have the most faith in myself....... In regards to the squirrel, there are 2 ways that I can take you: 1. You mean it in a sexual way along the lines of the song "Anytime will do." While Norm did become my enemy and a "suck it or die" molester, I don't want to think of that song being tainted by Norm through you. And, its not really any time will do, it is the sexual and mental message of having sex or being raped in the head. This is the more forgivable. 2. The Unforgivable: Gitmo. If you do take it in that text, take a bow and realize that I seriously have nothing to lose with you. Because of the privacy that I don't have online; I can't share with you all the thoughts that I have because of my living circumstances and the violently retarded Gaddafi's that I had already spoke of. Yes, I express dominance over the sharia law of Gitmo. I have my own morbid and vile thoughts in regards to it that I will not mention. ................ My final thoughts are in what gives: What gives with the constancy of the wrong men chasing me, the same wrong men chasing me, the men who want to be with me only to make me second or furthered less AND THINK THEIR CHAUVENISM, THREATS, AND SLAVERY ARE PERMISSABLE. I HAVE NEVER AND WILL NEVER BEG OR FIGHT FOR A MAN WHO MAKES ME HIS SECOND BEST. IT HAS ALWAYS AND WILL ALWAYS BE WORTH IT FOR ME TO STAY SINGLE THAN TO BE IN THAT KIND OF RELATIONSHIP. I WILL NEVER CONFORM TO ANYONE'S FASCISM. YOU LOVE ME AND ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM OR YOU DON'T. YOU HAVE A LOT OF NERVE TO HAVE KEPT ME TESTED AND ESPECIALLY KEPT ME TESTED WITH THE SAME SLOBBY ENEMIES WHO BELIEVE IN THEIR "DOMINANT RAPIST RIGHTS" STILL TO THIS DAY. I WILL NOT CHANGE WHAT I THINK OF STACY, BREE ANN, KATIE, AND ERIN. YOU ARE SUCH A RETARD TO THINK I WOULD EVER BEG FOR YOU OR FIGHT FOR YOU AFTER KEEPING ME THREATENED WITH THEM. I STILL HOPE FOR THE DAY SOMEONE FORCES THEM TO SUCK IT IN THE WORST MORBID WAY. BUNCH OF VAIN RAPIST FUCKTARDS. FUCK YOUR BELIEF IN OPEN MARRIAGES/ BIGAMY/ OR POLYGAMY, I WILL NOT CHANGE. I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN AND ONLY SETTLE FOR MONOGAMY. WHATEVER YOUR PERSISTANCE IS IS NOT WORTH IT. I STILL HAVE ON TOO MANY "IF YOU GIVE A KID A PIECE OF CANDY RETARDS" WHO WILL AUTOMATICALLY THINK I AM YOUR WILLING BASEMENT SLAVE OF YOURS AND ANOTHER WOMAN AND THINK THAT IT WOULD BE JUST AS MUCH THEIR RIGHT AS IT WOULD BE YOURS. DON'T YOU DARE THREATEN THE REAL TRUTH WITH THE THOUGHT THAT I WOULD SETTLE FOR YOU AND WHAT IT IS YOU WANT ME TO SETTLE FOR KNOWING THERE ARE THOSE FUCKTARDS AROUND OR SETTLE FOR BEING IN ANY OF THOSE CIRCUMSTANCES AT ALL.