As the Sarah Turns

Busy Busy Busy. I've had nights of little sleep or no sleep, intentionally, or unintentionally before. I can survive it. The past weekend has been more rough than normal, and I will finally have a full day off tomorrow. This weekend will be busy too as I do my final craft festival. This one will have a choir there this year so that will be very interesting and unique. .... Man drama. My infatuation with David is fading. I have either been a very misunderstood and lied about person, or some certain types of people just morbidly don't want to give up on me. While he could have been barking up the right tree one way, he wasn't another way. I think at this point, I would be naïve to not think of him as being a cheater and having several women played. I'm really upset at the whole HIV issue and maybe his self and others gossip and signs of his cheating helped me naturally come down off of him and get over him more. I just don't understand why he would lead his self onto me or lead me onto him knowing he had a disease. It breaks my heart. ..... I do have another reason to get over David more... This new guy could possibly be the same type of guy (I hope not), but is another mystery yet for me to discover more. I limit myself in gossip because this one is more of a local... While I have been taken by surprise on some occasion, I have never felt so caught off guard and tackled. It is a much different kind of surprise and a different kind of stressing.... Man, did he come out of nowhere. ~friendly, mean, friendly hello ~ Like I'm not the only one who is somewhat caught in the act (lol in actual action and how much it is real). Like I'm the horniest woman alive. Oh boy. whoo...... RawR! He knows he scares me. ...... I really don't know much else to say. I have been buying some time in Morgantown today. My work schedule is going to be changing a little more in the next couple of weeks because I will now be working 2 different part time jobs. I finally got to go to a few good stores and one of my most faves: Barnes and Noble. I wish in their music dept that they still had listening booths but oh well. I really enjoyed the random music browsing every so often. Besides all of the other desserts, they still have their original cookies. I used to get the Reese's cookie all of the time. Only eye candy for now and have to watch my girlish figure. .... Until then, just chillin.......