Sunday, September 16, 2012

As the Sarah Turns

Good news bad news..........
It never rained Saturday. It was a little chilly like a regular fall day, but mostly warm. Nice day. I made more last year but still a significant amount this year. A few more festivals to go. I am happy that a few of my purses sold. I can't give up on them yet. There is definitely one particular bag that I will keep making though. I have sold a few of the other fisherhook designed ones, but it seems most people like my cable button bags.
I have a slight cold; hip hooray.
Thank you Jimmy Choo for the recent ad in Vogue. I'm really not into a big shpeal about LGBT politics, but it was nice to be looked at the right way. I don't always know where things come from but Jimmy Choo randomnly drops in and I appreciate it. I have yet to read both recent issues, but it is something to get around to.
I have November plans. A few jobs to apply for now, but will be more aggressive in November. I will probably open an Etsy account as well.
Man drama...........................
I will start with Mike Jones. He is around the area locally in his own way, but he sent some senators. Some languages I will never entirely understand. My best instincts with Mike is that he does have some things to share but I have never been a Stockholm/Burmuda/whatever world you want to call it, expert. He wants to compete in the art world. Oh I can paint an abstract pebble design; well guess who else can paint rocks even better? Some artist that I havn't a clue. Mike, I never said I was out to be a professional artist. Sometimes, I play along, but I've learned that anymore if I want to get a message across to anyone, the safest way is mostly to not play along and get to the point. Maybe I could already be getting damned to only being a crafter. who knows. I have a hunch that Mike is bisexual, possibly just gay. With Josh's old roommate in the band Philmore? Maybe Philmore could also be in "I love you Phillip Morris," with Jim Carrey. I havn't seen the movie yet. I was never close to Josh. We had an awkward relationship that I still don't understand to this day. I don't care to wonder if he was being bi with his roommate. He did have a conversation about questioning his gender preference, but whenever I was having my breakdown, I was far from even thinking about him being gay. He made me paranoid in so many ways, I think I probably saw it as another cheating jab. Back to Mike, is he and Philmore coming out? A country music video looks like it. I forget the artist and song. It is new. I never had a strong attachment to Mike. He took me out on a date or two and burned a cd for me. I wouldn't have minded in getting to know him more. I question some of the celebrities mentioned: Daniel Craig, Bradly Cooper, and oh I forget the other name. Whether or not he thinks I was silly or cheesy for being so into the song 52/50, I don't care. Whether or not that was coming from his heart, the song has a little hope and cheer in it. It believes in the future. If I am ever loved by anyone, I like the romance and fantasy of the song. But even alone, I like the happy go lucky ~live the day smooth running~ happy go lucky. Emotions can't always be controlled not even by the individual who wishes they could always control how they feel. Nice encouragement though..........
I saw another senator who could be obvious or secretive. He does it in a way where it is questionable. There are also dark haired look alikes. I do notice they all have the same hairstyle. It reminds me a little of that Carter guy who was the home interior desginer. ha. I wonder if he is still around. But he really wasn't the one who I was originally talking about. For now, I'm just not going to say much about him. I simply noticed him.
Jon. He seems to have distanced himself some for now. Not completely sure what is going on with him. With how things go and the place I feel I am in, I will get around to watching Arbitrage. How could I talk so much about the philosophy and drama and not watch it? There are parts of me that really do want to pass, but am making myself watch it anyway. Will it resolve anything? Doubt it. Probably more ways to get daggered.
Can't think of anything else now.......................................